Ishtahota
Earth Mind Spirit Mind
is a book about personal healing work. It is also about a personal journey of healing that I have made. This is also a book about duality and why it plays such a big part in why the world is in the shape it is in today.
We all have hatred resentment and fear in us. Some of this, we can see in ourselves and some of this we can not see until we start to do our personal healing work.
If you are serious about your spiritual growth and want to grow as much as you possibly can in this lifetime, then you might want to read this book.
I was born and raised in East Tennessee by a father who was a mystic and a mother who was, for the most part, a good Southern Baptist woman in the town of Johnson City. Our inner family life was one that was mostly kept secret from friends and family. Having spiritual experiences that could not be shared or talked about was a common occurrence.
I was taught to look for the things in all beliefs that make my life a better one, to search for the true nature of my own existence. To find and explore the healing ways of other cultures.
To find my own personal vision and way to live my life has been my journey. This has led me to my vision of what my life is to be and that has led me to my joy and bliss in this life.
The True Marriage
And God said let there be light and it was good and God saw
that it was good. This light was in reality the plan for creation of
man. It was not the creation of our sun," that comes much later."
And God said let us create man. Let us create man in our likeness and
image. He did and it was good. The first man was Adam, so atom like God
was first created in spirit. He was not yet made flesh, that came much
later. Atom was good and perfect and there was no sin in him and he did
dwell in Eden land. Now Eden land was and is a conscious state of
existence. It exists in and close to the pure spiritual state. Atom is a
concept existing at the sub-conscious level," good and perfect in every
way." "Atom was the first Christ", because he was good and perfect even
as his father was good and perfect. Perfection is existing in the Christ State.
The Earth and Atom (the first Christ) were first created in
perfection and in spirit. Now Atom was not man, as we know man or we
know man as opposite to woman here at Earth level consciousness. Atom
was complete, balanced both male and female, but Atom did not know he
knew God and God’s perfection and he did not know his own perfection.
The Atom factor existed as the perfect and pure sub-conscious level, even as
it does now in each and every one of us. Yet even now we do not know
for sure. This is the conflict raging inside Earth and every one on
Earth to know through experience the total truth.
God moved in Eden land " the perfect consciousness"; he looked upon Atom
and said it is not good that Atom should live alone " not know his
perfection." So God said I must complete my plan for Atom so that he
might know his sonship. I must send him out so that he might experience
and return to my house, "complete, perfect and knowing."
God began the second creation; he caused earth to become flesh
or a third dimensional entity. He caused every living thing to become
flesh. God caused Atom to fall into a deep sleep. (" To reach a total
absolute stillness.") God split asunder the Atom factor while Adam was
still. He took a portion of the perfect sub-conscious of Atom and from
this (rib) fashioned the Eve factor and laid her beside him. The Eve
factor is earth consciousness and every living thing in earth and every
living thing that has lived on earth. If you express as male in earth
you are expressing the positive pole of the Eve factor of the femaleness
of earth. If you express as female in earth you are expressing the
negative pole of the Eve factor of the femaleness of earth. For the
earth and everything in it is of the female or (Eve factor). The atom or
sub-conscious is the maleness " the Christ center" " the atom" (first Christ).
The Eve factor when presented to atom was not given as mate or
wife, she was seen as " help meet ". Help meet what? Help meet back at
Gods house. Jesus said " I will take your hand and lead you into the
house of God a pillar to become and you shall go out no more ".
When we all of us, " the Eve factor ", reunite ourselves with the atom
factor (sub-conscious) or Christ center we will know our sonship with
father God and it is this complete Christ that will reestablish us in
Eden land. A knowing perfection to become " pillars in Gods house"
The above is the good and perfect marriage, the only expectable marriage
in Gods eyes.
Never the less it is good in the earth level or female Eve factor that
we become helpmeets. This keeps the pot boiling. It keeps the contrast
before our eyes. We remain restless and run a good race. We help
prepare each other for that good and perfect union.
So I urge you to consider with deep concern any learning that any
helpmeet has given you, be that learning positive or negative it makes
no difference, it is blessed.
Let no man split asunder that that God has re-united.