Rennie Ferrante
It’s a story of an average man. Everything he tried he seemed to fail. A ball player, a trumpet player, a singer, an actor, it just never happened. Luck? Never! And you need luck, or it’s “not meant to be”.
As you can see, my life so far hasn’t been too bad? too good? I might have been a different person if I had a decent father. My mother? For what I put her through, I try to make it up to her. She had a hard life, but the hurt was there at the time, and I never realized it, and maybe now after all these years if she understands, she would forgive me? for I was a rotten kid to her, because of that so called father. I’m sorry Ma, I love you, forgive me?
As for Sister Ann, all I can say is I love her yet, and I’ll love her till the day I die. Even though she denies having been in love with me all that time, and she’s 80 years old. It’s like a treasure you have buried for so many years, and you go and dig it up, and it’s not there anymore, where did it go? Where? Sister Ann was my treasure, so beautiful, and that treasure was taken away from me. Maybe if she was dead I wouldn’t feel this way, maybe? but it’s what’s in my heart, and the feelings I still have for her, because everybody has a secret somewhere, but deny it. I thought my secret was to always love, and be loved by Sister Ann, for she was my first love, but she broke my heart after all these years, why? why?
For the women I had, and the women I never mentioned, we did have a good time, didn’t we? But did you notice all the women said they were 39 years old? (Ha) Maybe they learned that from Jack Benny, but I’m going to tell you something, some of them let you touch their tits, and some didn’t, some of them let you touch their pussy’s, and some didn’t, some wanted to get laid right away, and some didn’t, and some couldn’t wait to get your cock in their mouth, and some wouldn’t dream of it, figure women out? Never! But it was fun trying.
My wife and children, I can only say, I love you all. A good husband, was I? A bad father? So what I never really left home did I? or fooled around? Did I?
When I leave this crazy world you can say, he wasn’t so bad, and then play my music and say, hey, he was pretty good, but it just was “Not meant to be”
INTRODUCTION:
The story you are about to read is true. All the people, all the facts, and all the words spoken, are true.
The heartaches, the pain, the love lost, the good times, the bad times? The names were changed to protect them, the innocent?
This is the life story of Rennie Ferrante. Who is he you might say? Well he’s just an average man who had luck all his life? and found happiness? No matter what he did, or doe’s in his life, he gets into trouble. There are so many things left out of this biography so not to bore you.
It has sadness, happiness, spiciness, you name it, it starts out with a father who abandoned him and his siblings, and that’s what started this wonderful life.
Then the little trumpet boy, that fell in love at the young age of 12 years old. And that love still exists after more than half of a century. And that love was for one and only beautiful person, a nun, a Catholic nun, and that nun loving him also. And he was mature enough not to tell anyone, until now, it was their secret.
NOTE:
This is not an abuse case, like what’s happening in the Catholic Churches, with the Clergy. It’s a real love story, that will never be forgotten, and never die, true love.
Then the young man, the ball player, the trumpet player, the actor that never got a break, only his face and his body got those.
Was he a good ball player? Mediocre, he thought. A half ass trumpet player he calls himself. A singer not really but could carry a tune. An actor? Maybe. Jack of all trades No! Luck? Never. And he wouldn’t change a thing if it were possible? And after reading this story, would you?
It wasn’t in the cards, and this is how he got his title “NOT MEANT TO BE”
Note’’
Each chapter will have it’s own Epilogue. This is to explain to you certain passages, you might not understand, if necessary. Some chapters are much shorter than others.
