This book intends to show you that it is not the plan or the will of God for people He created to be unfruitful/barren in any areas of their lives that includes pregnancy and childbirth "No one shall suffer miscarriage or be barren in your land. I will fulfil the number of your days" Exodus 23:26;

In this book, I have talked about my personal testimonies which includes my pain, anxieties, disappointments, hope, grief, waiting, joy, fulfilment, happiness and my bundles of joy(My children from the throne of grace).

In this book, I mentioned about relying on God through prayers, dedication and meditation on the word of God, as prayer is the key to unlocking your miracle one sure thing I like about the power of God is that it always produces a miracle.

You will be blessed by the testimonies of the modern day miracles of God, which are included, the perfect will of God remains forever for you to be fruitful, you have to let your light so shine that men mat see and glorify your Father in heaven. Remember that God takes pleasure in you when you are fruitful. Yours is the next TESTIMONY!

WHY ME? 

“Lo, children are an heritage of the Lord: and the fruit of the womb is his reward. As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man; so are children of the youth. Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them: they shall not be ashamed, but they shall speak with the enemies in the gate.” (Psalm 127:3-5,KJV)

This scripture says, "Lo" in other words, "Behold", or in modern day English, it means look here or pay attention because it is very important and crucial, children are the heritage of the Lord. The word "heritage" also means inheritance or blessings. Children are gifts from God; they are blessings to the family, and are unique blends of their parents.

Month after month I felt on top of all efforts of continual cycle of hope and disappointment.

Anyway, after several months, we saw our family doctor who I have cried to several times but as it was their procedure that you must have tried to conceive for at least 2years before seeking help but thankfully the GP requested my husband to go through some blood tests. My husband was confident of himself since he had a daughter whilst he was in university but he was so much supportive (now I thank God that my husband was a pillar of strength to me even while the pressures kept coming as an attack) God Bless Him!

“Let the husband render to his wife the affection due to her, and likewise also the wife to her husband. The wife does not have authority over her own body, but the husband does. And likewise the husband does not have authority over his own body, but the wife does. Do not deprive one another except with consent for a time that you may give yourselves to fasting and prayer; and come together again so that Satan does not tempt you because of lack of self- control”. 1 Corinthians 7:3-5, NKJV

Months rolled into years I felt anger, sadness, betrayal, hopelessness, fear, grief, depression and isolation, and the combined effect is summed up in Psalm 31: 1-12 “ Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am in distress. My sight is blurred because of my tears. My body and soul are withering away. I am dying from grief; my years are shortened by sadness. Misery has drained away my strength; I am wasting from within. I am scorned by all my enemies and even despised by my neighbours even my friends are afraid to come near me. When they see me on the street, they turn the other way. I have been ignored, as if I were broken pot” (NLT)

From personal experience I can assure you that this Psalm 31 passage captures the essence of what goes on, in the heart and mind of an infertile woman.