Heidi J. Kan
Hello. I have a unique book.
As if a baby just born has words to speak.
Thank-you.
I love you.
I am grateful to be here.
The Eloquent Baby
You may browse my book: www.theeloquentbaby.com
Heidi J. Kan, a former exotic dancer, is an artist, massage therapist and writer.
She was born in Marianna, Florida in 1955 to parents who are third-generation Japanese-Americans.
Her mother and father were born and raised in Honolulu, Hawaii. They both left Honolulu as teen-agers to pursue careers in New York City. Her mother was an artist who attended the Traphagen School of Fashion. Her father joined the United States Air Force. Heidi was conceived in New York City.
Heidi's father was learning to fly planes when she was born. He became a fighter pilot. Her mother became a housewife.
She has three younger siblings.
She considers herself to be "autistic" in the sense of feeling everything profoundly and indiscriminately.
The concept of Money and how it makes the world go around has been an enigma to her, brought to the fore by her father's departure in 1965 for the Viet Nam war, which was an incomprehensible affair to her.
Her view of the currency of love as the only reality was deepened by the dawning eras of the Beatles and Woodstock.
To find a unifying principle with which to understand the universe in which she found herself since before the day she was born: her mission.
She has been in therapy and primaling ( Primal Therapy - Arthur Janov's discovery ) since the age of nineteen.
"The Eloquent Baby...My dream comes true" is Heidi's first book-offering to the world.
Her "The Eloquent Baby...I love you" (part two) slideshow is the sequel to her book and is in progress:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nG-lKTltiAA
4/4/07
Dreams:
Sometimes it doesn't seem like they are manifesting ( the best dreams ), but they do come out from behind that cloud!
And shine brightly! I know it!
It has happened to me.
Many a time I thought, "This is all I am going to live. I am so young!" I was scared because I was small.
A small package with a HUGE heart...
Inside my Mom was the first time. We had G... ( German measles ) We were SICK. It was unbelievably hard to recover. We did, and she and I danced together once more. It was HEAVENLY.
Oh, I love my mother so much. I have dared not dwell on that need so much lest I expire.
It is as if you quiet everybody...
The Show is about to
BEGIN.
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12/12/06
Private - when you're inside your Mom.
When you're out, it's up for GRABS! Oooooh.
I SLIP THE JOINTS BACK INTO PLACE!!
Golden with OPPORTUNITY
I remember Eden
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12/26/07
HEAT COLD
DARK LIGHT
SHARP SOFT
yielding RIGID
as is my UNFORGIVENESS
for these SHOCKING SURPRISES!
unbending unending
My LONELY INADEQUATE BODY,
help me find sweet relief!
I try not to die. ( falling asleep! on the shoulder of God )
Hear your voice
You are REAL
Your BODY
the GIFT
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4/30/07
My dream: Everyone I ever knew saying about me, "She really loves me."
Really.
The ELOQUENT BABY
My Dream Come True
How I LOVE MY SELF
TURN ON THE HEALING LIGHTS!
WE NEED IT!
I LOVE YOU.
I BELIEVE.
Let there be no other "truth" than that which is my experience.
BE TRUTH.
BE LOVE.
BE FAITHFUL.
Hoping for the VERY BEST!
Respecting all around you as the tide of LIFE.
And to manage as best you / I can in the swirling current.
As in the canyon of SEDONA, Oak Creek, where Daddy latched onto my hand with his rod and reel casting. I was hooked. We were fishing the clear waters with salmon eggs, pink-orange beauties stuck on the hook. I was hooked right on my palm. It was scary and sudden.
I am always telling a story to the wilderness. Faithful friend. So beautiful. Unutterably.
Oak Creek Canyon.
Rocky paradise.
( Where everyone wakes up, as if from a DREAM... )
FEARLESSLY FAITHFUL TO MYSELF
MY DEVIATED SEPTUM DEVIANT
My skin: a guide to symmetry
I KNOW LOVE UNDYINGLY
I ACCEPT NO SUBSTITUTIONS,
IN MY MIND,
FOR REAL APPRECIATION OF YOU
AND ME.
ENCIRCLED
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You may browse my book:
www.theeloquentbaby.com
