Life Is Tough

About the Book

Life is never easy, and I believe there are rules to hold on to in order to move on successfully and be a better person. Love is a powerful emotion that changes the whole outlook of our life . Forgiveness, patience, and gratitude towards God, these are the tools I used to change my own life for the better. My book is all about the experiences of my own life. You would be amazed to feel my pain and see me forgiving others. In spite of all the heartaches, I'm still ready to fall in love with him and his creation. Please do not miss reading it.

About the Author

There is not much to tell about my childhood as I was brought up in an abusive environment. All I can say is, I grew up with anxiety from quite young age and, at the age of seventeen, started suffering from severe depression. Then fourteen years of bad marriage aggravated my depression, and when my son was five, he was diagnosed with Duchanne muscular dystrophy, another blow of trauma. Then my marriage broke when my son Talha Muhammad was fourteen and my daughter Zanub Rehman was twelve. I remarried, and that broke after two years too. My depression was continuous, and my silence also kept growing. I attended a centre for my depression for about ten years. Few heartaches in between now proudly being a single mum. My daughter moved with me last year. My kids adored me, and I'm grateful to Allah for that. When my second marriage broke, I had a lot of whys. I lost my kids to my depression even though I loved them very much and also another marriage failure. I started looking for answers. And eventually I did find them. What were the answers? They are all in this book alongside the pain and the intensity of it too. I started helping other clients at the centre, and it was so comforting that people were being happier around me. The more knowledge I got about Allah, the more peaceful I started getting. Love and forgiveness started replacing anger. My kids were living with their dad and stepmom, and there were lots of problems with the new lady. Then my dearest baby died unexpectedly after staying in coma for a week just few weeks ago. It was a shock, but I stayed with my baby thorough out his stay till his last journey. I made up for all the missed time because I was only allowed to see him on Saturdays and he always missed me dreadfully. My next book is mostly about my experience in hospital and my son. This book is all about love, passion, friendship, forgiveness, and gratitude towards Allah. When you have everything good in your plate and all the love in your life, it's easy to talk about being good. But when you are always on the losing side as I lost my health, job, kids, house, and lovers. If then you be patient, forgive, embrace, and pay gratitude to your creator then it is called an award winning drama. This is what I finally learnt after being in pain for all these years letting go off anger, hugging my ex-husbands wife, and it's amazing how some people actually changed their attitudes towards me and the life, because of my humility, love, and forgiveness for others. I'm living with my parents now from three years, and my daughter lives with me here too. She moved with me a year ago. My younger brother, who has three adorable kids, we all live together. They say I'm their favourite aunty, and one more occupant, our bold and beautiful cat coco. My favourite member of the family. My next book would be the tribute to my lovely son. Who was buried this November on his twentieth birthday when I was around the last stages of my first book, and I hoped for his survival and carried on with it. But unfortunately, he didn't make it out of the coma. Again forgiveness, patience, love, pain, and gratitude towards God travelled all along the journey till the burial. Please do not miss your chance to see how much I was in pain and how I accepted it and paid gratitude at losing my only son. Till then thanks for being there for me all of you out there. Love you all.